Treasured memories and Precious thoughts

Wondaful songs.

2010-06-26T13:37:00.002+08:00

KKY ♥

Gone, found, gone, found, what a cycle.

2010-06-17T03:37:00.003+08:00

You know what ? I found out that i need to start bloggin again, ever since i stopped.
Bloggin starts to not come to my mind ever since this year, because of facebook ? I guess, no i dont think i should blame facebook, its just myself. I stopped, and I blog, I stopped and I blog, well, as my title says. =)
Life seems to be great, but good things dont last long, things that lasts long are'nt always good. Recently about my life, I just came back from family camp like 1 day ago ? And erm, its holiday, this holiday dont seems boring for me, coz i've out like almost everyday ? (exclude the day before camp, which is last friday and today) and life is just wonderful like that, but going out too much also boreds me up, as humans we just could'nt get satisfied of what we have, but when we dont have the thing, we will start complaining. Oh well, thats just us, humans, oh wait, unless you're not a human reading this then, oh well, im not mentioning about you (something which is not human). But for the humans who are reading this, always remember one thing. Count your blessing, and you will be surprise of what the Lord has done. Yes, its from a song, but its really meaningful is'nt ?! =) Anyways, life is kinda crazy for me, its great, but crazy but not soo crazy. =) Oh, wait am I forgetting something ? I guess not, there is this verse which i read in the Bible, about few weeks ago, and I find it soo true, its from the book of provers saying "An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips."
And yeah, think of it. =)

Alright, thats all i got for now,
actually i have more, but not
for blogging =)
(I really do not know why I keep using that smiley face)
The End.

KKY ♥

Know theres no life after you...

2010-05-23T13:34:00.001+08:00

KKY ♥

Notice!

2010-05-09T01:01:00.002+08:00

If you've been wondering what happen to my facebook,
and I just disappeared just like an blink of eye,
its nothing special.
Because,
FACEBOOK FAST.

Will be back on the end of May or early June.
The reason I will tell u personally if you ask.

Of all, bye! I will be back soon.
=)

KKY ♥

Live like we're dying... ♥

2010-01-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the long break from blogging... Lazy lah... =X Anyway, form 4 life was just okay.... everything is doing fine and normal... And yeah I love this song!

Live like we're dying - Kris Allen

KKY ♥

Leaving things undone? No way !

2009-12-30T04:01:00.003+08:00

Oh great(sarcasticly)!

Its 30th of December already... Time moves too fast... Or maybe I'm the one who is slow... I promised myself that I will take pictures of all my cubes and upload it on the 31st of December...
But guess what ? I still have things not done yet...
1. I haven't break in my new bought cube well-ly yet...
2.I have'nt paint transparent nail polish only it yet... Painting nail polish on it is actually to protect the sticker from wearing off that quickly, but then the sticker material on that cube is actually paint, so well... I still can protect it from scratches anyway...
3. I still have'nt sand the internal part of the cube, so that it will be smoother and faster... I've tried once with my first cube, and it was quite a success... but it took quite long for me to finish it...
4. I've said before that I will upload those cube pictures in my blog on the 31st of December and that would be my 100th post... But now, I'm only on the 97th post... 2 more things to blog about... and oh, I have'nt blog about my christmas and my results and others...
5. As you know, my 5x5 broke, and I could fix it back already... But then its really loose when I turn it, and it can just break into millions of pieces easily... So I'm still on the way fixing it into a heart pattern as I reassemble the 5x5 cube... And never touch it again!
6. And to take pictures of my cubes and upload it to the computer!!!!! And I could only do this by finishing all my works above...
7. Go to sleep, now!...

Nites peep!

More update to come soon...

The end...

KKY ♥

BE HAPPY KKY !!.........

2009-12-30T02:28:00.002+08:00

I was called to be happy, inspite of how moodless am I right now... Because of me, from being happy, I could even make the people around me HAPPY ! And also, if I'm always moodless, it will also make the people around me moodless... so Yeah, Be Happy!....
And also... Smile, smile and smile... Now I seldom smile randomly like how I always do last time... Instead, my face becomes less and lesser expression...
I want to smile more like how I always do in those days, because I just realized that just with that small simple smile can lighten up a gloomy day for someone... And also, with a simple smile can make someone happy too! Well, you will never know, but you won't lose anything too if you smile to a person... =)

Day by day as I live my life on this earth,

I start to frown more and more...

And smile lesser and lesser...

But now, I realized that I need to

overcome this problem and to

get over this frowning situation...

So what I need to do is just

be happy and smile always...

Its time to get off all those useless

frowning and sadness on my face...

It won't bring any good to me,

nor will it bring any better...

It just makes me worst as far as I'm concerned...

So, I'll just get rid of those silly

frownings and moodless days...

And I'll start to smile again,

and this time, hopefully...

I won't stop smiling and be happy always!

The End...

And yeah, I've learned a new word "Reminisce"...

Thanks for reading....

=) Yes, thats a smile...

KKY ♥

Words of my heart...

2009-12-28T03:32:00.003+08:00

Okay, this is random... but here are some of the thoughts in my mind...

Inspite of all that we've been through,

we end up nowhere...

And we are like a fool playing in this game...

He acts like he is smart,

he acts like he knows everything,

but why he is'nt the best ?

Can I just hold you for a moment,

like everything else does'nt matter ?

The worst failure you will face

is when you stop trying...

The memories and all that we've been through,

I will keep it nicely...

But I know, one day when the earth quake comes...

It will all be gone...

My mood are more to negative recently...

Maybe because of those expectations I put on...

But, nevermind...

I've learned not to expect soo much anymore...

I love life, but I hate the world...

Because the world makes me hate life...

If only I could hold on for that long

without you holding me...

Listen as my heart beeps,

and you'll know,

that it beeps for you...

I would've never gone this far without you,

and I would've never been through this without you...

Its just you that matters...

I shall end this here...

And I need to sleep now...

Yeah, thanks for reading btw...

Will have more uploads tomorow...

Stay tune! =)

KKY ♥ ™

Things in my head that I haven't blog...

2009-12-28T03:25:00.002+08:00

1. Christmas
2. PMR results
3. Some reflections for this year
4. Year end blogging
5. Pictures of my collection from cubes
And some other randoms thoughts...

If you have noticed about my last few post, I always blog late at night after 12...
Because thats the only time where it is quite and calm, and I can think of what I always wanted to blog... And to think back of those thoughts and those things that happened... Okay, well... This post is also in the night... So, you should get what I mean...

The End...

Off to blog the next post...

KKY ♥

Life... Are full of complains.

2009-12-22T01:57:00.002+08:00

Can I just complain about it ?
Can I just talk it out ?
Can I just let people know whats in me and to understand me more ?

Okay, just a little bit about me...
I've been hearing rumours and gossips around me, and there I go "What the heck is happening ?!" or "What the heck just happened ?!"
You know, I'm quite a blur person actually...
And yes, very greatly, I'm the blind man who being stabbed at the back without a sound, and there I go D.E.A.D... I already kinda knew it that I was going to be betrayed soon, and there it goes, it happened...
I actually could'nt believe that there are such people who are soo naive that they even believe the most silly lie in the world, and there they go, they believe it, and they start to spread rumours about it... Thats stupid for them to do so, and even stupid for them to believe that crap and start to go around telling people about what they heard...
And guess what, they are not the stupid-est person, there are more stupid people who will actually trust them, and also end up the same thing, go around telling people what they heard... And thats ridiculous man! I can't stand such stupidness... This need to be stopped before eveyone is getting more stupid and stupid until you reach the situation where you can't help it when everyone is totally affected by that stupidness virus... And saying that you're the one who is stupid just because you think they are stupid... Man, this life is crazy... Soo many to complain, soo many to do, but none wants to help...

And oh yeah, I also can't stand it when there are people who are too sensitive and serious, sometimes I just think that they don't understand jokes, even if its soo obvious that its a joke, they still take it soo seriously, I can't stand this kind of people... And these people are also kind of a rumours spreader, because they take thing too seriously and don't know how to joke, so when people talk a really crappish joke, they think its real, and go around telling people what they heard, and for those who are naive person like I mentioned just now, will believe them, and there starts the stupidity of people who believes it.... *sigh* How can I help it man ? This is soo stupid!

So have you ever wondered why are rumors spreading like wild fire ? Here is the answer, I might not be exact, but I sure got my point! ;) Its because of the stupidity of peoples who believe those craps soo easily... And also the stupidity of being soo serious, even when people crap, they think its real.... Oh well... Thats LIFE ! =(

Anyway, I think I better end this... Or else, much complain will be added in, and I will take longer to end...

Thanks for reading and hope that you can understand me more by reading this post...

Anyway, those rumours and gossip aren't important at all,

since they are just rumours and gossip, and its all not true

and its also a lie, so who cares man ?!

Even I don't care!

Should you care o busy bodies ?!

Life is full of complain if you don't learn how to appreciate...

The End!

KKY ♥

Upcoming events....

2009-12-22T01:45:00.003+08:00

Okay, here are the upcoming events which I've received...

1. The first which is the worst !
Who can guess ? I tell you what,
Its PMR results taking time ! Die die die !
24th of December, which is christmas eve... Dang ! I feel like I'm soo dead, and I wonder if I could even celebrate christmas with my results in hand...

2. Christmas carolling on the 23rd of December,
Location : Time squares and old folks home (don't know the place name)

3. Carolling... (not sure yet) 24th December
Location : Not sure yet but after that go to uncle Allan's house for Christmas countdown... Oh wait, and its also someone's birthday !

4. 25th December, Church Christmas Celebration...
Location : KDE, Club Darul Ehsan...

5. 26th December, Youth Christmas party and camp reunion
Location : Agc, Ampang Gospel Center... which is also known as my church...
Target : 100 people...
Objective : To have a Project C camp reunion and celebrate christmas....

Take note : Those events after 24th of December, I'm not sure if I could even attend it, for I'm quite afraid that my PMR results might kind of a kill me... =(
Oh well, anyway, just leave it all to God, if I really get all fail, He have His reasons,
If I can get really good results, He still have His reasons... So I shall not worry, everything happens for a reason, whether you realized it or not....

The end...

Thanks for reading,

And early apologies first if I might not attend those upcoming events after the 24th of December...

KKY ♥

Project C

2009-12-22T01:03:00.002+08:00

Okay well, as I said, that camp is gonna be the coolest camp ever !
And it is... Sorry for those who din't join us, you guys sure did missed alot of fun...

I came back on the 19, which is saturday...
And I din't blogged anything about it when I came back,
first reason, I was quite tired.... and forgot about blogging...
And the second reason, I was kinda down and moodless, thats why I din't blog about it yet, till now...

I'm not gonna share much about the camp...
But just a little bit of it, the camp was great ! I mean its like really great lah...
I was appointed as a group leader actually, and I was'nt informed about it... So yeah, thats great ! In a sarcastic way... Haha...
And about what I've learn, I think this camp is really a camp where I start to realized the things in my own worldly life... And to change it... Because rite, as you know, I'm a group leader... When discussion that time rite, when theres a question about your personal life, I have to answer to start the ball rolling... I find it that its a good thing also lah, it actually helped me to be a more open person rather than a person always sitting down quietly and listen to others yet don't share... So, in this camp, I be the one who talks, and others be the ones who sit down and listen... This is a opposite way... Thats one of the things which is different for me in this camp...
And yeah, the different thing which for me in this camp is also, I was a worship leader for 1 session, because before this I've never ever worship lead in camp before at all... And this was my first time, quite a good experience though ! =)
And the other one is I'm one of the group leader in this camp, and in my life, I've never been a group leader for church events before... So, this was my first time, and its also a good experience for me... I've also learnt that teamwork is seriously important, without team work, you'll never success! and also, leading a team is not easy especially with a person like me, small kid, 15 years old, short, no dominiance of things, lack of confidence and blah blah blah and so on lah.......

And yeah, about the speaker... I tell you what, he is quite a good speaker... But wait, when I talk about the speaker,. it makes me feel like a Level 1 christian... But well, I'm not specificly talking only about the Speaker, but the whole camp k ?! Alrite, move on to the speaker, I think he is good because he speaks out good points of view and mostly things that everyone would agree on... I think he is a good actor, he is a very dramatic person which good in acting especially when he observe that people are feeling bored when he speaks... So when he tells a joke, he usually uses his acting skill which is really exaggerating and funny... And yeah, some of his hidden jokes... LOL! =) Anyway, move on to the more important point, I really think he is quite good... He speaks while people could understand, and he speaks while people won't really get bored... And he speaks and make sure everyone gets it... And yes, he keeps making sure that all of the new comers that came prayed the prayer (if you were there, you should know what I mean)... And I'm really really really really really happy and glad that most of the new comers did prayed that prayer... And my heart was filled with joy at that moment when I just realized that there were almost 7 of them prayed that prayer... Oh man, God is amazing ! And oh yeah, Kien Yee my friend came to this camp too, I bet he would had enjoyed it... But maybe its quite tiring for him... Haha, pity him, not only him lah actually, everyone also is tired, even me... =P

Oh well, thats mostly about it I guess about this camp....
I'm sorry to say to those who din't joined us, that you missed out lotsa fun...
Oh ya, and the games are abit ridiculous, especially the carrying people one, others were just fine... But, the best game I find it, is the game where you have citizens, disciples, roman soldiers, secret agent... (you should know this game if you went for the camp)... I was a disciple, and its like soo hard to be me...
I think everyone of us can learn alot from this game, and I've learn that being a disciple is not easy at all !
Okay, let me share with you all a little bit about what had happened to me in this game...
So, as a disciple, basicly your job is just to ask those citizens to become a christian and to ask them to go to a prayer room so that they will be safe and secure in the prayer room...
But then, I also must watch out for those roman soldiers which are hunting out christians and to catch them to prison...
So, being me is not easy at all...
There were soo many roman soldiers and each time I ask people, I get caught into prison... So hard right ?
And also, sometimes when I ask people if they wan't to be a christian anot, they refuse... Or not, when I ask them if they wan't to be a christian or not, my identity will be exposed, and I will be wanted by those roman soldiers which are hunting to take me into prison...
So, I was really in a die-die situation...
If I don't ask people to be a christian, I might lose the game, but yet if I ask people to be a christian, I will have the risk of being caught... So you tell me how in the world am I gonna do, to tackle this situation.... And I also remember that my identity was exposed and those roman soldiers were like hunting after me, and I kept hiding all the while, but when I come out, one of the roman soldiers saw me, and they tried to catch me, but I ran all I could to escape them... Then reaching the stairs, there were more roman soldiers waiting for me, and there I was caught and bang ! Prison, there I go... =( And after trying to escape for about like 5 minutes, the game ended and everyone was like, finally its over........Haha... Oh yeah, Yvonne Teh was one of the most ganas roman soldier of all in my opinion...

wow, soo much to talk soo much to crap, but who got time to read and listen ?

Don't know lah...

Anyway, here comes the end of this post...

Thanks for reading if you have really read the whole thing since this is quite long...

Anyway, The End !

And oh, nevermind! =P

KKY ♥

90th post... 10 more post to 100 !! =D

2009-12-15T03:01:00.004+08:00

90th Post !

Should I say "Yay!" ?

Haha, stupid question...

Skip that anyway...

CUBE TALK

I got a new hobby, or maybe a new thing to waste time on...

Guess what ? I'm in... Rubiks cube!! Oh, wait.. I don't use Rubiks brand, they sucked alot more than those cheap-no-name type brands... So I shall call it magic cube, thats a better term.... I actually don't really have interest in playing cubes before this... But I remember how I start to play this cube is when I saw my friend playing a really small mini 50 cents cube, then I actually asked him to get one for me too... So I thought that I will just keep it as a key chain... Oh ya, the 50 cents mini cube is a key chain by the way... So one day my friend get that cube for me, and I took it home... Just simply playing with that cube and trying to solve it, but I know I will never do it... Unless looking for formula(s) on the website or going to youtube for some tutorials... So, I did, I went to youtube and search for some tutorials, and yes... I sucked at learning and it was really confusing when the time you start to learn how to solve that square moving plastic box... And yeah, that 50 cents mini cube is also really quite suck at turning, even if it is already align, its still hard to turn... Instead of doing a 90 degree turn, you need to make a 270 degree turn, and that makes you really irritated and you will lose your concerntration easily... So I follow on about the tutorial without understanding a single thing...

Then my mom saw my mini 50 cents cube and started to want to play it... So she also asked me to open the tutorial for her so that she can learn how to solve it... Because since the Rubik's cube was realeased in 1980s, my mom got her first cube and she still could'nt solve it until now (haha!)... So she was really eager wanting to solve that stupid square moving plastic box... And we learnt together, but still can't get it because of that bad quality of the mini 50 cents cube which irritates us alot and makes us lose our concerntration easily...

After few days my mom bought me a cube which I'm still using now... Erm, its a cheap-no-brand type cube, but it works alot better than that stupid Rubik's cube which cost more than 10 ringgit, and mine is only 6 ringgit... Okay, so after getting a better cube, which is better than that mini 50 cents cube, I try to learnt how to solve that cube for 3 days, and finally I get it and I could solve that square moving plastic box... And that was like 1 and a half months ago... Then I still don't really have any much interest in cubes... I try to get faster, but I'm still slow as I'm now...

The cube interest started in me when I did lots of reseach about cubes and I just realized that there are still many many many thousands of more kinds of cube that I've never seen... And that is soo interesting... And what interest me most is that you can make your own cube by modifying it or extending it with other cube or from a normal 3x3x3 cube, you can make into other interesting cubes.... I wonder if you find it interesting to know that... Because thats what raised my interest towards cube... =)

And as you know, I'm slow at solving the cube, using only beginer's method... And I'm still slow in doing F2L (First 2 layers), I thought of memorizing the whole OLL (Orientation of Last Layer) and PLL (Permutations of last layer) algorithms, I started to "WOW!" how am I able to memorize soo many algorithms ? But then, I found out a really super duper easy ways which you don't need to memorize all of them but only a few of them and you can complete the whole OLL and PLL... I'll tell you if you ask me, but I won't tell it here... HEHE ! OH ya, those F2L, OLL and PLL are the "Fridrich Method" only speed cubers can understand what I'm talking about here... I'm sorry for others that does'nt play cubes or don't know anything about cube... I certainly made a boring post for you =P Anyway, only people who have any experience in playing cubes will understand this post...

Well, one day I'll upload those pictures from my cube collections, not really alot... But, something to let you people see what I have... And all my cubes are cheap stocks, sorry I'm not those kind of "materialistic person" because I'm poor... And the brand does'nt really matters as well... From a cheap and no brand cube, you can actually turn in to be better than a branded cube if you knows how ;) Well, I know a little bit of that only... Maybe I'll upload those pictures on my 100th post, and that would be the 31st of December... =)

Anyway, thats all for this post...

Thanks for reading,

and sorry to bored you up if you are not a cuber... =P

Youth camp is one day away...

Shux, I have'nt pack...

DIE!! =(

KKY ♥

Time Flies, faster than a bird... Maybe faster than a aeroplane...

2009-12-14T03:01:00.002+08:00

Well, as the title says... Time really flies... haih! Its already the end of the year...
I wish it won't over... I wish I can stay here like this... never growing, never going, never moving... Haih! But thats just impossible, I have to face reality... Thats life.... =(
No matter what, we still have to move and go on in life... Whether good or bad, just go on... Its already December now, and it feels like its just 1 minute since the starting of the year... Everything went by soo fast and quickly... That I don't even have a time of my own to reflect what had happened... This year is fast, it moved soo quickly that my PMR results is also coming out soon... =( I'll start to worried about it when I think of it... sigh, I hope that can be over quickly like how this year went by...

I did some reflections about this year, and I came through the things we went through togather... The bad, the good, the happy, the sad... And I smiled to what I reflected...
But that was just a past, and its already over... It feels like we were there for just one second, and now we are here... And thats how fast time flies...

Time flies soo fast,

that even Christmas is around the corner...

Time flies soo fast,

that youth camp is just 2 days away...

Time flies soo fast,

that even I could'nt remember all that had happened in the past...

Time flies soo fast,

that I'm going to be Form 4 in a few weeks...

Time flies soo fast,

That PMR results is just few weeks away...

Time flies soo fast,

That I could'nt decide what to do...

Time flies soo fast,

that I realized I'm going to take SPM two years later...

Time flies soo fast,

that the end of the year is just few weeks away...

Time flies soo fast,

that even next year will be also fast...

Time flies soo fast,

that the next batch of RBS is starting in 1 month time...

Time flies soo fast,

that Angie is leaving Malaysia soon...

Time flies soo fast,

that I'm not a small kid anymore..

Time flies soo fast,

that I can see the younger ones growing up...

Time flies soo fast,

that I feel like not going through it...

Time fliest soo fast,

CAN YOU PLEASE SLOW DOWN ?!

Maybe just for a little while ?

Time keeps flying...

Time flies, but never stop...

Nor it will slow down...

Not even for you,

not even for me...

It comes, and it goes...

It passes by us,

and there it goes...

And we don't see it anymore...

It feel soo slow,

when it passes by us...

But it feels like one second,

after its over...

Time flies...

I wish the time can be stopped,

so that I won't go any further...

For everyday in our life,

we are just chasing after the time that passes by us...

Time flies like a rocket,

faster than an aeroplane...

It passes by us,

and it will come again...

It keep going on the same circle,

round and round...

Like there is no ending...

Time flies...

The End...

Thanks for reading... =)

Sorry for this long and silly post...

And I wish I had wasted your time too...

Because time flies, each word you read here is

wasting your time...

Wahahahahahaha!

Okay, thats lame...

Cut the crap!

KKY ♥

Future or Past ? NEITHER !

2009-12-14T02:49:00.002+08:00

Future...
*sigh* Sometimes when I think of it... about the future ahead...
What is it going to be like ? How will form 4 life be like next year ? How will I end up ?
Its gonna be full loads of "question marks" in my head...

Past...
*sigh* Sometimes when I think of the past, about what had happened before, and all that I've been through... I feel like wanting it back, but its already a past... =( I can't take it back... Thats life...
Sometimes when I think of my past, about all the mistakes that I did, all the wrong things that I faced... I feel like I'm useless and not worthy for existing and sometimes even not important at all.... But I know thats not true, because I know I exist for a reason and purpose, and I know I'm not useless... I know I am important...

I does'nt know why all these thoughts will come into my mind out of a sudden...
I don't feel like going to the future, neither going back to pass...

Thoughts and feelings,

I wish I don't have it at all...

Sorry for this stupid post...

I know this is very stupid...

But I can't help it...

Sorry for wasting your time reading this stupid post...

KKY ♥

Have you forgotten something ?

2009-12-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

Today is the 9th of December, 2009...

Have you forgotten something ?

Is there something that you have'nt done yet ?

Or do you feel like there is something should be done ?

If yes, then let me tell you something...

It has been 15 years since this girl is born on the 9th of December, 1994...

And yes, din't you realized that today is the 9th of December ?

Anyway, all of the above is not important, what I wanted to say is..............................................................

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA!

May all your wishes comes true and God bless you...

Oh ya, its gonna be twelve soon, lucky I'm still early...

KKY ♥

Bored....

2009-12-05T13:41:00.002+08:00

Guys, feeling bored ?!
Why not find a chick to play with ?
I've found a website where you can play with a chick!
http://www.hk10.com/games/405/py.html
This is hillarious! I can't stop laughing each time I think of that "chick" from that website...
Anyway, its a blonde chick ! ;)
Do try it if you're bored...
Don't worry, no harm will happen to your computer... =) No risk too... So, don't worry and have fun !

The end!

Hahahaha!

KKY ♥

2009-12-04T15:19:00.003+08:00

17 years ago,

on the 4th of December 1992...

There born a girl named JOY!

And now it has been 17 years since the born of this girl...

and yes,

HappY BirthdaY Joy!

Have a blessed birthday and God bless you... =)

(My other wishes is in the album)

If you get what I mean, haha!

KKY ♥

Busy in holidays ?

2009-12-02T17:53:00.002+08:00

Well well, this week seems to be quite busy for me among the holidays...
I've been very free everyday before this week, but since this week started, I also started to be a little bit busy...

Well, there must be a reason to be busy right ?
So these are the things that I need to do that makes me busy...

1 : Draw your sword competition...

Basicly we just have to memorize verses from the Bible... The total verses that we needed to memorise were 59(WAH!) of them... Oh, well... All the best to all the people who are taking this competition...

2 : Reunion and welcoming of standard 6 and form 1 students this saturday...

I was asked to call back those people who went for the Tweens adventure camp, and also to call those people who are from children church of those who are aged 12-13...

3 : YOUTH CAMP!

I have to invite my friends for this camp, and you guys MUST COME! Please... Its only 2 weeks away from now.... =(

I guess, thats all... Anyway, I have to get on back to my work for "draw your sword" competition... Alrighty, thanks for reading... and good bye...

KKY ♥

New link, new layout, new erm ? New lah!

2009-11-30T15:45:00.002+08:00

How is it ? I think it looks better in this layout and of course new one must be better than old... =)

The reason I put my link as "tmandpt" stands for "Treasured memories and precious thoughts"...

So, hope its nice ! =)

KKY ♥

I miss... ALOT of things... =(

2009-11-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

I miss alot of things...

Almost everything, but not exactly... =X

I miss school...

Wait, not exactly school, but my school friends!

(Thats better)

I miss my tuition friends,

they rocks!

I remember there is one time I dreamt about going to same school with them...

But well, it was just a dream... =(

Our memories together will be kept forever...

I miss the time when I get to sit inside the class with my friends and chit chat...

I miss the times crapping with my teachers...

I miss the times where I get to sit infront of the table inside my class listening to the teacher...

I miss my younger times, where I get to run here and there with my friends playing "ice and water", "hide and seek" and "police and thief"...

I miss my primary school friends...

I remember when it was our graduation day for primary school,

I shed no tears, instead I was utterly joyful at that moment for being able to leave that stupid school which I always get scolding and whacking from the teachers...

But now when I think of it, I realized how much I miss those times...

I miss the time when I was taking PMR...

It was such a good experience...

Eventhough I was quite worried when it was the exam,

but when I come to think of it, I really missed that moment soo much...

I miss the time when we have church or youth camp...

Those were the times where we get to know each other more and discover each other's talent...

And those were the times where we spent most of our time togather! =)

I miss "Grace Hill"...

Its one of the best place I've ever been...

I miss the time where we get to jump into the super cold swimming pool from the top...

And I miss seeing the stars at night in "Grace Hill"...

Ahhh... Its just soo amazing to been through all of these...

I really miss those times soo much !

I miss the Broga Adventure camp, even though its just few days ago that I've been to that camp, but I'm starting to miss it already...

Its such a good experience to try out the "Flying Fox"...

Its also such a good experience to try out the "High Rope" which you challenge yourself to go up a nearly 10 feet or more place... Then you go through all those courses with the help of only a lobster clip for your safety...

And also, I miss those campers that went for that camp too...

I mean, eventhough they are a little bit naughty, but I still miss them! =P

I miss those times where we sing the Christmas Carols in the shopping mall...

I miss my form 2 life... its one of the best year in my life...

I miss walking to my tuition center alone before PMR...

Actually I miss alot of things lah...

I miss all the moments I've been through...

Sad,happy,weird,boring...

And here are the peoples I miss...

I miss Chen Hao...

I miss Yau Jit...

I miss Conroy (Zhi Zhi, if anyone can remember him)

I miss Jian Yu, he's one of my really good friend...

I miss the Teh and Yap sisters...

I miss Chee Ling, now he is in USA...

I miss Hon Mun our dai lou...

I miss Cheryl, haven't been seeing her in church for quite long...

I miss Andy Yong, waiting for him to come back next Summer! =D

And lastly I miss Wai Onn...

My best-est bestie in my primary school time...

Now he's in Australia... =(

And the others which I forgot to mention your name...

I do miss you all ALOT ! =(

I think I really need to keep in touch and catch up with all you... =)

Because I miss you !

Seriously...

I wish I could turn back the clock and go back to the times where I miss soo much...

And back to the days where we spent our joyful moments...

But thats just a wish...

And I know its impossible for me to turn back the clock...

Eventhough I can turn back the clock or change the date,

but the time will never change...

Because this is life...

And we still go on no matter what...

Life is a gift, and time is running out...

Appreciate what you have, the things and people around you...

Because you'll never know, one day that you'll lose them...

And the most precious time that I miss most is spending time with you...

You alone... You know who you are... ♥

Thanks for reading... =)

Most truly,

KKY ♥

Love ♥

2009-11-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

KKY ♥

No more tears in Heaven...

2009-11-26T14:52:00.002+08:00

KKY ♥

"Metrophobia"

2009-11-12T00:32:00.003+08:00

Wondering whats Metrophobia ?!

Okay, I invented this "Metrophobia" thingy myself... The defination of "Metrophobia" is Phobia of taking Metro bus...

This phobia started in me since the time I was pick-pocketed in a Metro bus... If you din't know the story, you can view my previous post for the whole story...

So Metrophobia is what I have... =.=

The End...

KKY♥

A blind dream... X.X

2009-11-11T13:15:00.002+08:00

Even though it was just a dream, but it then it was soo real... Thank God I still can see...

I had a dream while I was asleep...
I remember that time, I was hangin out with my friend...
While we were walking on the street, my eye started to feel tired, so I closed it for awhile.... After closing it, when the time I want to open it back again, I could'nt... Then I keep trying and trying... but I could'nt... I tried all I can to open my eyes, then finally I was able to open it, but then it was just a little bit that I could see... The vision was really blur, everything that I see was all blur, and it was just for awhile that I could open it... Then I closed it back again... After being blind for a moment, my eyes could finally open widely and I could see clearly again...

Its such a scary dream for me to be blind...
This dream teach me how blind people feel like...
Last time I thought it was nothing when I always see blind people...
But now, I understand a little bit more how they feel...
Its like total darkness and no direction...
And it teaches me to be more thankful for my eye sight! =)

I wonder what would it be like if I'm really blind, even though it was just a dream... But then it was soo real, thank God I still can see...

The End...

KKY♥

Learn your lesson... =.=

2009-11-06T18:12:00.003+08:00

The whole story:
Guess what ? Something really bad happened to me... And I'm really really freaked out!!!!
Today I wen't to school just to see some friends and plan some outing... So happen, it was Lai Meng's Children day... So most of my friends are from Lai Meng, and they asked me to come along, so I just go with them... We went there by bus...

So all these begins like that... While we get into the bus, it was all normal and okay... Until then, a bunch of strangers something like Malay, Myanmar or Indon came up the same bus with us... And take note it was a METRO BUS... When they come up the bus that time, they just came towards me and my friends and trying to squeeze through us as if like they wan't to get to the back of the bus, and we (me and my friends) were at the middle... As they are squeezing through us, I observed their hands, and their hands are like touching my friends' pocket to see if there is anything they could steal... But then they too knew it that I was watching their hands, so they act as if it was too crowded and its normal to touch someone when there is no space...

Then I just din't bother it and din't think that much... And I was eventually carefree that time...
Until the time while we (me and my friends) were getting down the bus, the bunch of people which I mentioned earlier, came from the back and squeezed towards us again as if they wana get to the front! And my friends was ahead of me, they went down the bus first before I do, so those guys squeezed me while I tried to get down the bus.... But then before I go down from the bus, I look at my left pocket and see it was EMPTY! Guess what ? My handphone is GONE! Yeah, so I quickly turn to my back and saw the guy who squeezed through me just now was holding it, and I quickly snatched it back because its MINE!!! So I quickly jump down the bus before it moves... While I was jumping down the bus, I shouted "WAHLIAO! Pick pocket!"...
Then my friends were like "Huh?!".... Then I told them everthing that happened just now before I came down the bus... Then I quickly ask them to check their properties, to see if they have anything lost... Luckily, there was nothing missing among them...

But rite, before all those pick pocket-ing happened, I kinda knew and suspect that something would happen... Then it really happens, and it happens to ME ! And I was like "WTF ?!!!!!!!!!!"
I knew Cheryl was there too in the bus, but then I'm not sure if she knows that I got pick-pocketed...

Sigh, its still hard for me to calm down now... And I get really angry each time I think of it...
This made me to hate this world more and more! Screw this world... May God's judgement be upon those who kill and steal... I won't have any sympathy or feel any pity when they are punished! For they should get what they deserve....

A WARNING TO ALL OF YOU!:
Okay, this is a really really really bad experience for me in this lifetime...
But well, bad experience teaches us good lesson! Agreed ?!
Anyway, I just wana warn all of you who are taking bus regularly and those who are not so regularly to be very very very careful of your belongings especially when you're taking METRO bus or SJ bus... Because these 2 buses are the same type, which goes to same places, the prices are mostly the same and its cheap thats why the pick pockect-er will tend to take these 2 bus rather than Rapid KL... And the METRO and SJ bus are smaller than Rapid KL by the width in the bus... So its also easier to pick-pocket you in the METRO and SJ bus rather than Rapid KL...
But to be more cautious, you should also be really careful when taking any other public transport such as LRT, Monorail, and Buses which are really packed...
Don't think that Rapid KL Bus is the safe-est... Anything could happen... So just be really careful lah, when you're taking bus, it does'nt matter what bus you're taking, just BECAREFUL! Because anything could happen to you when you least expected... Just like me, it HAPPENED REALLY FAST, and I really din't expect it to happen... Just in a few second, your belongings will be gone...
I can't say any much more further, you just have to BE CAFREFUL though...

Things I want to Thank God for:
Anyway, I still want to thank God though....
> I wana thank God for that bad experience, so that I can learn good a lesson...
> I wana thank God that my phone is still safe and sound with me... =)
> I wana thank God that He let it happen, so that I can share and warn you all to be more careful whenever you're taking public transport...
> I wana thank God that I don't have a expensive Handphone, because even if my phone get steal, I would'nt be soo heartache compare to a expensive one...
> I wana thank God that I could reach Lai Meng safely and also coming home safely....
> I wana thank God that I have a blog, so that I could share this experience with others... and that they will be more careful...
> I wana thank God that it happened only to me that time, but not my friends...
> There are soo many things to thank God for... Wow! God is just soo great!

God is great, that you could'nt imagine how great is Him...

He make all things to happen for the good reason, even the thing that happen is a bad thing to happen, but its still for a good reason...

He won't let something happen for a bad reason... Because HE LOVES YOU!

Sometimes maybe we will struggle in sorrow or in pain... And we ask God to take it away, but then no matter how many times we ask Him to take it away, He won't!

Because He have His own good reason for you to struggle in this pain or sorrow...

We are in this world which covered by a dark cloud, and we could'nt understand His plan for us to struggle in this pain...

Until when we are out of this world and when the dark clouds are no more, and when we finally understand His plan for us to struggle,

Then you'll start thanking Him for letting you struggle in that pain or sorrow...

So to those who are struggling in pain or sorrow,

you don't need to ask God to take away all of it...

Because He just won't, and He also have His own good reason for you to struggle!

The End! =)

Thanks for reading!

KKY♥

Psalm 23

2009-10-29T19:00:00.002+08:00

Psalm 23 song...

I was looking for easy ways to memorize Psalm 23...

I mean memorize for CEM...

Then I came across this song on Youtube...

Find it quite nice...

So I decided to share it on my blog...

Enjoy! =)

KKY

A change...

2009-10-27T21:31:00.003+08:00

A Change...

Finally I firgured it out...

I could finally understand...

And now I know why is this all happening to me...

I'm no more confused...

And now I'm able to describe it...

I finally know the reason for all these to happen...

I finally realized that I need a change...

So now its a time for a change...

A change is made when something is not going right,

thats why you need to change it

so that it will be right again...

A change is that small little step

which makes a big difference...

A change is when you need to change

something from old to new...

A change is made when you realized

that something is not going right

so a change is what I need to make since I

finally realized that something is not right...

Yet, I hope that this change that I'm

about to make will not be too late...

A change is what I want to make...

The End

KKY

A shout... Yeah!

2009-10-26T19:18:00.002+08:00

Okay, most of you who have a blog knows whats a shout rite ? For those of you who don't know, a shout is something like leaving a message or a comment... But then sadly my blog does'nt have a shout box, because I don't really know how to make one, and I seldom shout at other people's blog... So I'm gonna shout at my own blog rite here!...

Here I go...

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wOOH! And yeah, thats it... A shout... My craziness is halfed satisfied for now... Haha... =D

Back to blog...

2009-10-26T18:54:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmmm........... This blog has not been updated for nearly a month... Wow!
Yeah, PMR is over... but its not the end =( There are more exams and challenges ahead... I thought I wanted to update this blog right after that idiotic PMR, but then it seems that I'm rather lazy to update it, so its already 13 days after PMR and now only I come to update... Lazy me =P

Well, everything is back to normal I guess ? And yeah, its like holiday already since PMR is over haha... Been playing computer alot, and going to friends house, walking in and out, and many other thing la... And also, I activated back my facebook for those who does'nt know yet... So if you have a facebook account, please kindly add me =)
Ahhhhhhhhhh.....! I don't know what to write already lah... No idea... =.= Feel like shouting out loud, but I'm afraid that my voice box pecah... Lol... I guess thats all for this post...

The End...

There is this feeling that I still can't describe...

I don't know...

I have no idea...

I have no intention...

I could'nt understand...

I Still can't figure it out...

I'm being a little confused about things...

I NEED TO TALK!

NEED TO HANG OUT!

NEED TO DO SOMETHING!

NEED TO MEET FRIENDS...

And need to social...

Need everything or whatever........

ARrrrggh!!...

Tuition no more...

2009-09-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

Sigh...
Today was the last day that I went to tuition, and after this is all about seminar... But I'm not going for it since many people says its useless... And yeah, pmr is 8 more days ahead... And I'm sorry I have to break my promise because I'm bloggin =( I just need to talk actually, but then there's no one to talk to or so to say I don't want to talk to anyone, so I'd rather come up to this blog and write something... And yeah, today is the last day that I'll attend to tuition class, and next year maybe I'll be changing tuition center already, but it is just a MAYBE... So, I guess I wont be able to see my tuition buddies anymore until the time we'll meet again if we have any outings or any gathering ? And I'm gonna miss the times with you guys alot, its like I just start to know you guys more recently and today is already the last day =(... Time passes soo soo fast and its like flying! And when today I just realized that today is the last day that I am going to see you guys, I was kind of a sad then... Because its like just recently I start to get close to you guys and then after today I won't be able to see you guys anymore =( what a sad case... oh well... People comes and they go, it could'nt be helped I have to face the fact... But hope that we can still keep in touch eventhough if we might not see each other again for a long time I guess ? I have to get you guys email, because I haven't got it yet... Anyway, I shall wish you guys all the best for the PMR examination that is 8 days ahead, and hope we can meet back again after that! =) I don't how life will be like without u guys, maybe it will be just normal back like how it have always been... Anyway, its a bye bye to you all till I see you guys then... =/ It was never a happy ending when one needs to seperate...

The End...

KKY

There is this feeling inside me

that I could'nt describe...

It's just hard to describe...

Its like a sharp object

piercing through my heart...

I feel like speaking it out,

but my mind just keep telling me no...

Maybe its just I don't want to speak it out...

Or maybe there's no

people that I could say it to...

I need to get out of this and overcome it...

For it will disturb me in many things...

Its making me emotionally unstable...

Too many things to think about...

Too little time to do it...

Maybe I should'nt bother soo much...

Or I should'nt bother my feelings at all...

Just a little down, yet a little up...

And this is crazy....

I don't know....

I shall just let this feeling and emotion flow...

Flow freely as it like...

Without a hindrance, without a interruption...

Keep flowing until it reach the end...

And its over...

Then a new one will come and start again...

And a new one will flow like

how the previous one just flowed...

Nevermind, this is getting nowhere...

I need to sleep and have a dream...

Its either a sweet dream or a nightmare,

or no dreams at all...

I'll just forget it and go to sleep now...

Feelings...

I wish I din't have it at all...

Had to stop...

2009-09-19T00:26:00.003+08:00

Blogging!

Oh no man, I have to stop bloggin for awhile...Seriously... Its like 18 more days to PMR ?! And I'm still bloggin... Argh, dam(please excuse my words) it! But don't worry, I will come back to continue blogging right after that idiotic PMR is over... And yeah, all the best for my buddies out there who are taking PMR this year (same as me)... I mean, because I am afraid that I could'nt see you guys online after this, so I shall wish you guys right now as I could... All the best and good luck! And of course God bless you all! =) And so this shall be the last post that I will post right until PMR is over... =(

KKY

Us against the world...

2009-09-19T00:15:00.002+08:00

(Us against the word by Westlife)

The bestest song I've ever heard

and of course its my favorite!

KKY

The Devil Went Down to Georgia...

2009-09-19T00:13:00.001+08:00

This song is makin me LOL!

Find it really cute and funny...

Take a few minutes to listen this song...

Maybe it might make you "LOL" too...

KKY

Viva la Vida...

2009-09-18T23:01:00.006+08:00

(Viva la vida by Cold Play)

Viva la vida simply means

Life the life in spanish...

And its one of my favorites too...

KKY

And the reason is you...

2009-09-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

(The Reason by Hoobastank)

One of my favorites...

KKY

Meaningless...

2009-09-18T17:53:00.003+08:00

Its like a fire blowed by a wind...

Its like a bird flapping it's wings in the rain...

Its like a piece of glass brokened into pieces...

Its like a stone being throwed into the river...

Its like a water being flowed into the drain...

Its like a plant without water...

Its like a torch light without batteries...

Its like a blind without a walking stick...

Its like a car without tyres...

Its like a cup without water...

Its like a bowl without food...

Its like a pendrive without memory...

Its like a house without walls...

Its like a land without rain...

Its like a morning without sunlight...

Its like a thunder without sound...

Its like a moon without light...

Its like a dam without water...

Its like a white wall being splash with dirt...

Its like a fork and spoon without food...

Its like a full basket of gold being robbed away...

Its like a life without love...

And that is all meaningless...

KKY

Extraordinary...

2009-09-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

Was searching for songs to download for my friend,
then my sister opened this video for me to listen...
Its really special when Love Story meets Viva La Vida...
Just wants to share with you all =)
So, enjoy!

KKY

Regrets ?

2009-09-13T00:33:00.003+08:00

Regrets...

Have you ever regret in your life ?

For me, Yes I do... Many times...

Regret often comes from a person making a mistake,

but where does the mistake comes from ?

Is it comes from when a person makes a wrong decision ?

But actually yes, its usually comes from a person making a wrong decision, then from making the wrong decision, they makes mistake... And that what makes them regret...

But wait !

When does a person wants to make a decision ?

A person always makes a decision when they try new things in life...

But when the time they make the decision and if its wrong, then the mistake comes in, and after that they start to regret...

So, you think regreting in your life is a big thing ?

Why not just don't try any new things in life and keep doing the same thing that you do everyday over and over again... So that you won't regret, because you will never try anything new if you keep doing the same thing all over again and again...

And yeah, thats about regret... If you don't want to regret, don't try anything new at all, and I can guarantee that you won't have any regrets in you life at all...

KKY

Revenge...

2009-09-13T00:19:00.002+08:00

Remembering...

Remembering the things that you brought to me...

Remembering the pain that you gives me...

Remembering the shame that I get from you...

Remembering the sorrow that you bring...

Remembering the evil that you did to me...

Remembering the dirty deeds that you did last time...

Remembering the darkness you brought to me...

Remembering that anger that you throw on me...

Remembering the broken me that you break...

Remembering the fun that you made of me...

Remembering the ugly things you use to describe me...

Remembering the hard words that you have spoken to me...

Remembering the way how you have treated me...

And now is the time for a

Revenge...

P/S : This is just a poem, I'm not dedicating to anyone... Because I'm not treated like that before, so please don't make it like I'm the kind of evil people who wants to take revenge on something... Anyway, please don't think to much, but if you want to do so, I could'nt do anything la...

Words...

2009-09-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

Words...

Sometimes words, can be the most deceiving thing ever...

Yet, words can be the most real truth...

Sometimes when people tells the lie and we still believe their words...

Yet, when people tells the truth and we still don't believe them...

Sometimes when people said something important,

we don't remember it...

But, when people say the things that are not important,

we will still remember it...

Sometimes when the truth is told, nobody believes it...

Yet when the lie is spreads, everyone believes it...

Sometimes when people tells us to do the right thing,

we don't listen...

Yet when people tells us to do the wrong thing,

we do as they said...

Sometimes when a person tells the ugly truth,

people thinks that the person is joking...

Yet when a person tells the a lie,

everyone think its true...

Sometimes when you advise people with the word of God,

people says that you're fool...

Yet when someone says something that is foolish,

many will agree with him...

Sometimes when you follow what the Bible is teaching,

people tells you that you are stupid...

Yet, when you follow the teaching of this world,

people says that you're smart...

Words are confusing to me...

Yes, and I totally agreed as Angie said that life are often confusing...

Now even words are becoming confusing to me...

Whom should I listen ?

How do you know that I should listen to this ?

Which are the truth ?

How do you know that this is the truth ?

Which are the right way ?

How are you going to know that this is the right way ?

What is the right thing to do ?

How are you going to know that this is the right thing to do ?

Who says so ?

For one says its right, and one says its wrong...

Oh words oh words...

What do you understand from this "word" ?

What do you know about this "word" ?

For me, I dont know anything...

Look back and think about it and ask yourself...

Do I really know what is this "words" means ?

Am I following the correct way of the "words" ?

Is this "words" that I'm believing in is the truth ?

I guess its better for me to end right here...

Or else it will never end...

KKY

I din't know...

2009-09-07T00:17:00.005+08:00

That I got all correct for memory verse ! Yay!...

Wow, it was really unexpected when Aunty Poh Kiem announce that I was the guy who got every single words correct... And I was like "Whao! I don't know what to say..." Well, while I was at home trying to memorize those verses that time... I suddenly felt that something was wrong about what it was written on the "green card" which Aunty Poh Kiem gave us to memorize, so to be very sure about things, I decided to open the Bible and try to spot if there is any mistakes, and guess what ? There are mistakes... So I erased those mistakes written on the card and changed it to the correct one... While it was the memory verse test that time, I was kind of well prepared for it, so actually there was 8 verses which we need to write it down, but then Aunty Poh Kiem being merciful to us, asked us to write only 4 and thats half! Cool, but I was trying to act smart and I wrote down 6, then Aunty Poh Kiem is like : "Eh! Write down 4 enought already, no need to write extras one la..." But well, I handed in the paper with 6 verses, and I thought that I would be wrong for I wrote the verses are different from what the "green card" written on, and another reason I thought that I would be wrong is because I wrote extra verses... But then... Well, as the result comes out, I really din't expact to being the person who corrects everything... Anyway, all these things does'nt really matter or meant much...Btw, its only by God's help I could do it... so else I guess it would be difficult for me to do so...
And yea, here are the prize that I got if you are wondering what it is...

It made me lol-ed when I start to see the word written on this bag...

Guess what was written on it...
Let's have a closer look, but don't laugh...
I know many of you surely will laugh when you see this...
Yes, its good to share your joy with others...
But in this way ? I dont know...
HAHA!
Okay, and here is a book...

Its call "Highways of the Heart"

And Ngai called it "DUKE Highway"

It was written by George H.Morrison....

I'm not sure what is the "H" stands for in his name...

And yeah, both of them...

They are good posers I tell you...

..:KKY:..

Fire proof

2009-09-05T23:27:00.007+08:00

Well, well, well... I've watch the movie called "fireproof" last week...
I'll give the movie rating 10 upon 10... The movie have the best dialog among soo many movies I've watched before in my life... Many times when we watch a movie, we can already predict that what is gonna happen in the movie, or how the story is going to be like... But then when I watch this movie, it was really different from what I predict and I find it that its a really good movie... I would really encourage and advise that you should watch this movie too, we can learn many lessons from that movie and it really teaches us many things in our life...

Well, I don't want to tell about what is this movie talking about and I don't want to spoil it by telling you all how is the story like... So if you are wondering what is it about, then u better go watch it yourself! =P

There is one phrase that the main character (Caleb Holt) says, and I find it very true when he says "How can you keep on loving someone constantly on and on, while the person keeps constantly rejecting you ?"

Anyway, its a good movie to watch... I feel like watching it again... hahaha (syok sendiri)...

And yeah! I just don't know why, I fell in love with someone's blog... Yikes!! (>.<)..

Feeling weird...

Don't know why...

..:KKY:..

Titleless...

2009-09-03T20:36:00.011+08:00

For the last two days...

3/9/2009
Today is thursday, and I have tuition since I changed to afternoon session...

So I actually planned to walk there... But then, it was raining... Grr... But thank God my sister is able to fetch me there... So go for class, and today is only one period, which is sejarah, we're doing revesion for Form 2... Then after class, the rain slowed down and stopped, the weather was cooling and the rain waters are on the ground...

And as I was walking home, I kicked some water which was filled on the ground, but just for fun... And this reminded me of my childhood notty-ness... I always like to go out and kick waters on the ground after the rain while I was small, then I get wet and dirty... haha....

2/9/2009
Yes... September is here... And is where I can go to afternoon tuition...
Well, so to say, I'm sorry for Thomas... I got to leave him alone going to night tuition class... forgive me =P...
So yesterday I went to afternoon tuition, was quite excited, because this was my first time... =X So I walk to the tuition center since it was not too far from my house and I have legs of course! So I thought it would be good for me to take a camera along, not to take girls picture of course (There no leng lui =P)... To take some of the things around me which I will always see and I wanted to take those so called scenery but well, you know... After tuition class, I walked home again because I have legs and thats for sure... So on the way, I took some of these so called "scenery" and here are some...

The lonely path which I walks...

Take 2

Take 3...

Sunset, it looks really good,

but I'm not good at taking it...

I apologize for my noob-ness...

last shot...

This plant, err...

I dont know what is it called,

but its God's creation... =D

The quiet and lonely bus stop...

The river...

Err just take for fun...

2nd shot

last shot...

I saw this coconut stucked in the longkang,

so I just take it for fun, again...

Another one...

Gues where is this ?

Its a drain!

I can't believe that I went in this drain just to take some pictures... =.=

Just another shot...

Another one...

Sorry for my noob skills that my finger is included in the picture also...

And where does it leads to ?

Or where does it comes from ?

Hah, if you see those pictures that I take, with the camera, please don't tell my brother or my sister, let them see this by themself, or else i will get scold =(... Because every step that I take is another mistake to them, and I'm becoming so numb already...

If there is unending today,

and if there was never tomorrow...

Then I won't be old,

and I can stay like this forever...

For I know there is no ending,

but nothing could last forever and everything comes to an end...

So I shall face tomorrow when it comes,

and go on for the rest of this day until tomorrow comes...

What does it mean ? I don't even know what am I talking about...

Anyway, it's

The End...

I mean The End of this post...

..:KKY:..

Today...

2009-09-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm? Today, today, today...
Today weather speaks my mood, I just dont know how to express or describe it...
Today I see many things have changed, or maybe it already changed but I don't realize it...
Today is the day when the school starts again,
saw my friends...
say some jokes and craps...
had a crappish kind of good time...
Today I went to KDE,
its been a long time since I went that place,
quite some things have changed...
And I just realized it today...
Today I don't feel like myself, I feel like a very different person...
I am feeling like a person I'm not suppose to be...
Today I have been laughing alot, being very perasan and very lame...
And I think its time for me to be with myself and center...
Because I am not feeling like myself...
Today had changed, and I have to live on as things changes...
Today shall be today, and its gonna over soon... so be it...
And tomorrow will be tomorrow as it is...

..........KKY..........

It is good to know that when there is...

2009-08-24T13:44:00.003+08:00

Hope...

Sometimes when you feel

that there is no hope...

But they are all around you,

whether you realized it or not...

Sometimes when you feel

that your hope is running out...

You can hold onto me,

and I will be your hope...

Sometimes when you feel

that hope is far away from you...

Just look around by your side

and I am here for you...

Sometimes when you feel that

your hope keep letting you down...

Be still and I will hold you

without letting you fall...

Sometimes when you feel that

you are alone waiting for hope...

But you can be sure that

I am here with you...

Sometimes when you feel that there

is no hope and everyone is against you...

But take your time and realize,

that I am on your side...

Sometimes when you feel that

your hope is fading away...

You can rely on me,

and I'll restore your hope...

Sometimes when you feel that

the hope does'nt comes out right...

You can turn to me and

everythings going to be alright...

Sometimes when you feel that

the night is dark and there are no hope...

Look up to the sky, and I will be your

bright moon to shine the hope for you...

Sometimes when you feel that

dangers are coming to haunt you,

and you feel that there is no hope...

Then I am here to face it togather with you,

because its you and me against them...

And at here you'll find hope...

Because it is good to know that when there is hope...

The End...

♥ KKY

Weak me, what a weakling...

2009-08-17T00:04:00.004+08:00

I am a weakling,

weak in physical,

weak in emotions,

weak in studies,

weak in discipline,

weak in understanding,

weak in spiritual...

I am a naive boy,

easily been cheated...

I have a fragile heart,

which is easily brokened...

I have a elastic mind,

which can be easily bent...

I have a eye full of tears,

which is easily flowed out when shaken...

I have a soft and weak hand,

which can't defend myself from dangers...

I have a heavy feet,

which I cannot carry my own weight...

I'm just a little weakling worthy of nothing,

just a small little dust in God's sight and

worthy of nothing...

Yet He gave His one and only Son, Christ Jesus

to die for my sins so that I might find life in His death...

And through Him, all the weak can say

"I am strong."

For He who is generous and He gives strenght

to those who are weak because they ask for it

faithfully without doubting...

So to all who are weak, we can put our hope

and trust in God in everything,

because everthing is made possible with Him,

For He is great!

And for He is our hope!

He can do everthing,

out of our expactation...

But what we can do is just to put our

faith in Him and not to doubt Him...

May His people says "amen"

when they see this...

The end...

A little weakling,

trying to encourage...

KKY

The story continues...

2009-08-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

Well, this blog has been dead for awhile since the last I updated it...
This story won't end soo soon yet until I'm no longer remember and this blog is no longer remember, yet this story won't last too long, because I won't be remember that long... Many things been through, many thoughts, many activities, many events, many circumstances, many conflicts, many argues, many laughther, many new things, many new people, many good things happen, many bad things happen, many happy moments, many bad moments, many stories, many tales, many rumors, many gossips, many fictions, many false story been told, many lies, little truth, and many many more to go...

I'm glad and thankful that my bloggie is not totally dead... Eventhough it has been dead for awhile, but then the story is not over yet as I said...

I came through an email today when I open my mail box and would like to share with you all out there so that I can do my little part to encourage people to have a "Thankful Life"...

So here it goes :

" I am thankful I can walk. There are those who never taken their first step."

"I am thankful I can see all beauty around me. There are those whose world are always dark."

"I am thankful I can hear music playing. There are those whose entire life has been spent in silence."

"I am thankful my heart can be broken. There are those who are so hardened they cannot be touched."

"I am thankful I can move about freely and express my beliefs. There are those who live in constant fear."

"I am thankful I have been loved. There are those for whom no one has ever cared."

"I am thankful I can work. There are those who have to depend on others for even their most basic needs."

"I am thankful for the opportunity to help others. There are those who have not been so abundantly blessed as I."

But for me, to be thankful of is :

"I am thankful that I can read this email, and be thankful with my life, and I'm also thankful that I could share it with all of you outside there, so that people outside will also be thankful of their life as I do..."

So I guess thats all for this...

The end of this post...

But not the end of this story...

Thanks for dropping by and 'waste'

some of your time to read my blog...

KKY

Love... ( 1 Corinthians 13 )

2009-08-03T18:24:00.004+08:00

LOVE

1 And now I will show you the most excellent way.

If I speak in the tongues of man and of angels, but have not love,

I'm only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries

and all knowledge, and if I have faith that can move mountrains,

but have not love, I'm nothing.

3 If I give all I possess to the poor and

surrender my body to the flames,

but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,

it is not proud.

5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,

it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs.

6 Love does not delight in evil

but rejoices with the truth.

7 It always protects, always trust,

always hopes, always perseveres.

8 Love never fails.

But where there are prophecies,

they will cease; where there are tongues,

they will be stilled; where there is knowledge,

it will pass away.

9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part,

10 but when perfection comes,

the imperfect disappears.

11 When I was a child,

I talked like a child,

I thought like a child,

I reasoned like a child.

When I become a man,

I put childish ways behind me.

12 Now we see but a poor relfection as in a mirror;

then we shall see face to face.

Now I know in part;

then I shall know fully,

even as I am fully known.

13 And now these three remains:

faith, hope and love.

But the greatest of these is love.

Taken from NIV version Bible.

A boy trying his best to

memorise 1 Corinthians 13...

KKY

Memories...

2009-07-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when you think back of the memories you had...

It might brings you sadness,

Or it might brings you happiness...

Sometimes maybe you will think that its funny,

Or maybe really stupid...

Sometimes you will feel like having it back,

sometimes you just hate it and never want to repeat it again...

Sweet memories might bring you joy,

sweet memories might brings you sorrow too...

Bitter memories might brings you bitterness,

but sometimes it can help us to learn our lessons too...

We'll its just memories by the way...

Memories, Oh memories,

What does it mean to me ?!

But however it is still a memories...

The End of this post,

and I hope that this will be one of the memories...

KKY

The days are near...

2009-07-12T20:31:00.002+08:00

The days are near,

Everyone is worried...

The days are near,

Peoples are uncomfortable...

The days are near,

My eyes are filled with sorrow...

The days are near,

My mind is full of distress...

The days are near,

Its spinning my head round...

The days are near,

And I just can't stop reminding myself of that day...

The days are near,

I'm down with emotions...

The days are near,

I'm low in spirit...

The days are near,

Depressions are walking beside me...

The days are near,

How I wish I could stop the time and make the day won't come at all...

The days are near,

Nobody wants it to come...

The days are near,

We're all not happy for its coming...

The days are near,

Nobody is looking forward for it...

The days are near,

I wish I could hide myself from that day to come...

The days are near,

I dont know how could I face it...

The days are near,

Dreams are being broken...

The days are near,

Life is getting messed...

The days are near,

Can nothing be better than this ?

The days are near,

Its being demotivating...

The days are near,

I feel like its going to break down my life...

The days are near,

I wish that I wont experience it...

The days are near,

I don't feel like living anymore so that I wont face that day...

The days are near,

It won't be good at all for the day to come...

The days are near,

How can I calm down ?!

The days are near,

I wish to not be here...

The days are near,

I guess nothing could really be better than this...

The days are near,

And I need to stop writing this long thing...

But to get ready for the days that are to come...

Because this is leading to nowhere...

The days are near,

Are you ready for it ?

The days are near,

And maybe today will be my last day for me to blog until the end of the days that are to come...

Its The End of this post,

but its not the end of the days that are yet to come...

KKY

A short little random post...

2009-07-01T18:14:00.003+08:00

Sitting by the lonely corner,

waiting...

The sky gets darker as time pass...

The people on the side walk get lesser,

the car on the street gets lesser too...

I felt the strong wind blowing against me,

and the dry leaves from the tree fell down to

the ground as well when the wind blows...

The sun is setting,

and the moon is coming out...

What a beauty I see...

I could hear the sound of the river as the water flows down...

I can hear the birds chirping and singing

as I sat below the big and tall tree...

I see the little children running around

and playing around happily...

I see the frog eating the flies at the

pond using its long and quick tongue...

I see the cat running around chasing the rat...

I see the hard working ants working

and carrying the foods to its nest...

I see the rainbow after the rain...

But after 10 years,

I think I might not see all these

things taking place anymore...

For our world is slowly getting destroyed,

and everything is slowly getting extincted...

I wish I could see such beatiful and colourful

scene in the next 10 years...

Hope that our world will be as beatiful as now

and even better will be as beatiful as before...

Save our earth, make it beatiful...

Do not pollute it,

but take good care of it and appreciate it...

I just hope that this earth will get more and

more beatiful and fill with more natures...

Thanks for reading this random post...

Its The End...

KKY

A few little random quotes...

2009-07-01T18:11:00.000+08:00

Indipendence and responsibility
is the first step of life...
~
There is nothing higher on earth that you can climb
other than the Golden stairs of heaven...
Not even the highest mountain on earth...
~
I somehow feel that people start to
realizes that Micheal Jackson song
is that nice to hear only after his death...
~
There is nothing to be proud of,
for everything comes from God...
What you have right now it is
given from God...
So just give thanks to God rather than
boasting of what you have...
~
Why are you afraid if you're innocent ?
Only the guilty one will be afraid when they do wrong,
but if you're innocent,
then be afraid not...
~
The best gift in life is the gift that
is cannot be bought by money...
~
People always don't appreciate
the things they have...
But they'll only appreciate it
once it is gone...
And thats just too late...
~
Ignore is the only thing to do
when you meet a annoying person...
~
Looking at the picture and on TV
is different from what you really see on your own...
~
The sense of maturity is not based on
what you wear,
what you eat or drink,
what you said,
what you do or
how you act...
But the sense of maturity is based on what or how you think...

Thanks for reading...
The End =)

KKY

When the time you're in heaven...

2009-06-30T20:34:00.003+08:00

When the time you're in heaven,
you'll see the dead raised...